Changing low self esteem

Low self esteem is a broken record, that we need to re-record. How?

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Are you sometimes your own worst enemy, critical of yourself and feeling not good enough? We all have what I like to call ‘the broken record moment’, when our self esteem is low. For some this can be more extreme, frequent or permanent than for others. Where does low self-esteem come from and how can we change the record?

We all carry in us a critical voice, which can give a running commentary full of frightening self doubt, unease, crushing condemnation and dissatisfaction. A voice, which has high standards and can never be pleased, is always on guard, which anticipates failure and humiliation.

It is a broken record, because it never allows peace and contentment. It is broken and if we listen and act on it, it will not protect us, but ultimately break us.

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1. Where does low self esteem come from?

Our values, sense of self worth, our expectation of others, what we think they expect of us, the rules of interpersonal exchange, all that is defined by our childhood experiences:

  • the people we grew up with (especially the prime care givers like parents)
  • our social and cultural context
  • how people related to us and each other
  • how people modelled dealing with conflicts, self doubt, and love.

Sometimes (but not necessarily) attitudes and difficulties are passed down from generation to generation, like anxiety, mistrust, or low self-esteem.

Let me be clear, this is not about blaming our families or parents, but about explaining.

2. What does low self esteem thrive on?

Low self-esteem thrives on an environment with the following ingredients:

  • devoid of praise
  • where nothing is good enough
  • where achievement is not celebrated
  • where love is conditional and has to be earned
  • where conflict is dealt with by accepting fault and guilt, when it is not ours to accept
  • where we are told we are ugly
  • where we are told we are not good enough
  • where we are told we are not wanted
  • where we are told that we will never succeed.

3. You may be familiar with some of this.

I am.

Like mud, this all sticks, especially in an impressionable young mind, that believes that others (especially grown ups) are right, and that there must be something wrong with us.

We start to identify with what we are told, and then expect our life to be full of evidence that others have been right about us. And ultimately we start behaving like this and our life can become one big self fulfilling prophecy – we are worthless.

If we believe we have little worth, than that will show in our actions and others may behave towards us accordingly.

Our minds start to get programmed with these beliefs.

The record gets recorded, and it is already as broken as our sense of self worth and entitlement to be treated with love, respect and honest.

Some people are very skilled at covering up their low self esteem. Surely, it is distasteful, arrogant and selfish to blow one’s own trumpet, be dominating, and self-satisfied with one’s achievements? But is that self-esteem? Others can become bullies and want others to experience the fear and failure they carry in their own hearts.

If low self-esteem is a broken record, then most of us have a whole collection, a variation on the theme, a record for most occasions:

  • At work: Sooner or later people will find out you are an imposter, that you are no good, and make mistakes.
  • In relationships: If people do not like you, it is your mistake. You need to try harder. And by the way, you are not really likeable or loveable.
  • Regards your body: You are fat, skinny, ugly etc.
  • In social situations: You must be entertaining, intelligent, not look stupid. Nobody really likes you, and when you walk away, they will all laugh about you. Compliments are not to be trusted and accepted.
  • In therapy: You must get this right. Do not look foolish. Ultimately there are more deserving clients than you.

These are just some.

4. The critical voice wants to help, but it doesn’t.

The critical voice and broken record is meant to keep us on our toes, to help avoid nasty surprises, to keep us safe. But this is no way of living in peace.

But because the recording is highly critical, and will always find something to complain about or warn us of, it becomes a drain on our positive energy. It limits positive thought and our belief in being good enough. Ultimately the voice controls us, and we lose the belief that we can make positive choices.

The end result can be anxiety, anger issues and depression.

It is important we spot our broken record (collection), understand where it comes from, learn how to stop the record playing and set upon making a new recording, which is reassuring and full of possibilities, which is supportive, reliable and realistic, which is constructive not destructive.

Low self esteem is a broken record and we deserve better.  Changing the record may be hard, takes some exercise and determination. Initially, it may even feel uncomfortable and like a risk. But it can be changed, and the broken record finally laid to rest.

How?  The key to meaningful change.

If you need support and are interested in exploring online counselling with me, then find out more HERE or drop me a line at The first 20 minute consultation is free and can help us explore how I may be able to assist you.


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  1. Hi Karin, Happy Easter to you! I have been reading some of your articles looking for guidance, inspiration. I like your writing, ideas, they seem fairly sound. I am not sure about the low self esteem. I don’t recall anyone putting me down or belittling me as a child. I am very emotional, optimistic, angry, loving, depressed, fearful, brave, it all depends. I think we compare ourselves to others, may set very high standards and expectations that can lead to low self esteem. Also physical, mental and emotional attributes can create a self critical mode that we perpetuate. It can seem unrealistic to be self assured and happy with ourselves when we know damn well we are not up to snuff:) Anyway, it is a very interesting topic…. thanks.

    • Hi and thank you for getting in touch and sharing your thoughts. Yes, I agree, subjecting ourselves to unreasonable high standards and unrealistic perfectionism can be so unhelpful and ultimately limiting to our wellbeing. You have also reminded me to say more often (and more explicitly), that articles and posts about our emotional world can rarely do justice to the enormous range of reasons and varieties of why things may be the way they are, or not. We are all inviduals. And while there are themes and similarities of experiences, the way things are for us is always an individual puzzle. With best wishes for you. Karin

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