19th February 2018

Don’t let your “feeling bothered itch” fester into resentment and anger

Don't let your "feeling bothered itch" fester into resentment and anger. (c) KarinSieger.com
Don't let your "feeling bothered itch" fester into resentment and anger. (c) KarinSieger.com

Feeling bothered – do you recognize the feeling? It can be seductive and compelling. It creeps around and inflames us, leaving us irritated, stressed and breathless.  What to do?

Felling bothered is a symptom of something. A sign that something is going on, that is best understood and dealt with before it turns into resentment, anger, aggression or even self-loathing.

Something is bothering me.

I am probably not much different to you. A lot bothers me:

  • Things I cannot do much about.
  • Stuff that is unnecessary and unfair.
  • There is much tragedy in the world and in our lives.
  • These are uncertain times.

Reclaim your home and soul – especially during uncertain times.

Feeling bothered is subtle

We all have issues that, when they come knocking on our door, will bother us.  We may not realise it immediately, or even realise it at all. That is when feeling bothered can become tricky.

Those bother issues won’t necessarily throw us into anger and uncontrollable fury or rage. But they will touch that place in us, where we have some unresolved ‘stuff’ or an emotional wound. And when it happens, the old feelings will be triggered again.

When feeling bothered triggers old wounds in us.

Some people get very bothered if the actions of others invade their personal space – noise, personal habits, ignoring your privacy. Or we may feel bothered when others behave as if we did not exist. And it may be double or triple bother, when we feel there is little way of having a sensible conversation about it. Because they will not listen. We may end up feeling  powerless.

This may lead to at least 2 types of responses:

  • Anger: For some people these situations can start unleashing anger and even aggression, which is sometimes taken out on the other, there and then, or on the next best person. Perhaps the feelings are taken home and acted out there.
  • Bothered: For others the bother feeling sets in. It stays inside, eating away at our inner balance, composure, focus, wellbeing and a lot else. The bother feeling can fester into irritability and frustration.

Resentment is waste of good energy. How to let it go.

Dealing with feeling bothered.

I encourage you to tweak it in any way that work best for you. Here are some suggestions:

1. Notice and observe it
Notice when you start feeling bothered and observe the feeling. It is not always the same and can change over time, eg:

I am bothered; right now; really bothered. I have been for a while and I have not been able to put my finger on why. It is bubbling away, day and night. My chest hurts, I am in a bad mood and feel stressed.

2. Identify the trigger
Identifying what triggers feeling bothered can be easy or not, eg:

When I notice that I feel bothered, I switch my mental and emotional radar to ‘extra sensitive’ mode. I quietly observe myself and what is happening, to see whether I can pick up the latest bother trigger. This can go on for days, more or less. Sooner or later, my gut tells me what it is about.

Do you pay compliments to others but cannot accept them yourself?

3. Catch the trigger
Catch what has triggered your bothered feeling, eg

“Gotcha!” And there it was. I overheard something, and ‘bang’, the bother feeling spiked. I felt it in my stomach, in my chest, in my throat.

4. Understand the trigger
Understand the trigger you have just identified. What is it about? eg

I go into my library of memories – recent, old and very old. What does what just happened remind me of? What has happened recently or longer ago, that I have not yet made peace with? Eventually, I find the connection to my stuff that has been activated (eg you may have felt excluded, devalued, humiliated etc).

5. Make a choice
Decide what you are going to do about feeling bothered, eg

I feel bothered and I know why. Now, what am I going to do with all that? Sulk and suffer in silence? Have it out and go on the attack? Have a quiet word? Is it worth it, or is it not?

Emotional bubbles – do you now yours?

How did I deal with my bothered feeling?

I decided to let it go. I refuse to be bothered, and it feels empowering and that helps emotional healing.

The little self-righteous ‘I am bothered’ itch is still there and I acknowledge it with compassion and an open heart.

The old wound is still there, and that is what it is like. I have got to take extra care.

Living in peace: why and how.

(Published by Positively Positive.)

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